It happened, but I... still don't think that. And... I'm still sorry.

[he doesn't care if leon isn't looking for apologies, because this still needs to be said, however hard it is for stahn to get these words out without losing his composure over it.]

I know it's not something I was ever supposed to see. That it was... painful for you. I understand why you wouldn't tell me that so... I'm sorry.

[because he feels like he's invading something deeply personal to leon, even though he never intended to.]