[Because Leon's going to Leon... but no, really, he...doesn't understand this. He'd thought that this was what Stahn had wanted--to prove to him that there was nothing correct about what Leon did. That he needed to depend on other people, which is what Stahn did.
That not doing so... that's what led to his doom.
He still doesn't entirely regret what he did, but he's starting to accept that he went about things entirely wrongly, but then... Stahn looks so crushed, and Leon doesn't know what to do.
He's always held Stahn up as a shining standard of what goodness looks like, so it doesn't even cross his mind that that sort of pressure might be adding to it--he doesn't get it at all, and he just looks utterly confused.]
I... I don't understand. [...] I'd thought that...this was what you'd wanted.
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That not doing so... that's what led to his doom.
He still doesn't entirely regret what he did, but he's starting to accept that he went about things entirely wrongly, but then... Stahn looks so crushed, and Leon doesn't know what to do.
He's always held Stahn up as a shining standard of what goodness looks like, so it doesn't even cross his mind that that sort of pressure might be adding to it--he doesn't get it at all, and he just looks utterly confused.]
I... I don't understand. [...] I'd thought that...this was what you'd wanted.