[he can at least ask that much, because stahn doesn't know what leon thinks either at this point. everything about this situation leaves stahn at a loss.
what does leon think he want? what is leon expecting of him? everything feels like so much, and while stahn constantly does his best to maintain what he needs to in order to achieve goals back in their world... but his resolve has been shaken so many times, he's not the paragon of good and selfless that leon thinks he is.
sure, he relies on his friends and that gets him through, but he can think of just as many times that he'd been completely stupid and inconsiderate. so... what is even supposed to be? can he even keep living up to this ideal everyone has been piling on his shoulders?]
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[he can at least ask that much, because stahn doesn't know what leon thinks either at this point. everything about this situation leaves stahn at a loss.
what does leon think he want? what is leon expecting of him? everything feels like so much, and while stahn constantly does his best to maintain what he needs to in order to achieve goals back in their world... but his resolve has been shaken so many times, he's not the paragon of good and selfless that leon thinks he is.
sure, he relies on his friends and that gets him through, but he can think of just as many times that he'd been completely stupid and inconsiderate. so... what is even supposed to be? can he even keep living up to this ideal everyone has been piling on his shoulders?]