I'm not expecting you to be shocked... I just want you to see that I'm not that much different...

[the fact leon doesn't understand at all is pretty frustrating.]

I tried to do the same things you did, only other people didn't let me. I'm not better, I didn't do something special... my choices...

[they hurt other people too, and would have hurt people more.] I'm not as good or strong as you think I am.