Because you won't see that we're not that different sometimes! Because...
[he trails off, and yeah. he's still an emotional disaster right now.]
I'm not as strong as everyone thinks I am. [he's a kid from the countryside who has the weight of the world literally on his shoulders. he's doing his best, but it's hard. it's so, so hard and he's been crumbling and breaking so much more because of the way cerealia has worn him down. all of this...
there's not much to ground him and remind him of what he's supposed to be. leon and dymlos are always telling him what he is and isn't and what he needs to be around here but...
it's hard. it's really hard for him and nobody ever seems to realize that because his feelings aren't what matters as long as the job gets done.]
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[he trails off, and yeah. he's still an emotional disaster right now.]
I'm not as strong as everyone thinks I am. [he's a kid from the countryside who has the weight of the world literally on his shoulders. he's doing his best, but it's hard. it's so, so hard and he's been crumbling and breaking so much more because of the way cerealia has worn him down. all of this...
there's not much to ground him and remind him of what he's supposed to be. leon and dymlos are always telling him what he is and isn't and what he needs to be around here but...
it's hard. it's really hard for him and nobody ever seems to realize that because his feelings aren't what matters as long as the job gets done.]