[at this point, they're both exhausted emotionally—and stahn is honestly feeling pretty physically battered by having thrown up before even having breakfast.
so stahn just remains there quietly. he doesn't know what to say at all—he's seen and felt too much, and he feels like anything else may just make the situation worse.
he draws in a few breaths, leaning his head against the table.
he feels helpless and broken; he can't help leon, he can't help himself,... but he knows he has to.]
...I'll do better. [he'll mumble eventually. at what? he doesn't know. but for leon's sake, because leon is trying so hard to help him... he'll find a way to be better.]
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so stahn just remains there quietly. he doesn't know what to say at all—he's seen and felt too much, and he feels like anything else may just make the situation worse.
he draws in a few breaths, leaning his head against the table.
he feels helpless and broken; he can't help leon, he can't help himself,... but he knows he has to.]
...I'll do better. [he'll mumble eventually. at what? he doesn't know. but for leon's sake, because leon is trying so hard to help him... he'll find a way to be better.]