[Seeing her again had honestly almost been too much for him; even now, when he thinks of that memory, it makes his breathing grow shakier. Because there's a part of him that still so badly wants to see her again, and yet he knows that it's not possible.
And even if it was, he wouldn't go see her anyway.
It wouldn't be fair to her, after the suffering he put her through.
He drops his gaze to the table, and dully:]
Thank you.
[He does appreciate it; there's no doubt about that, despite his tone. He's infinitely grateful that Stahn saved Marian. It's just that everything else is so difficult to handle emotionally right now.]
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And even if it was, he wouldn't go see her anyway.
It wouldn't be fair to her, after the suffering he put her through.
He drops his gaze to the table, and dully:]
Thank you.
[He does appreciate it; there's no doubt about that, despite his tone. He's infinitely grateful that Stahn saved Marian. It's just that everything else is so difficult to handle emotionally right now.]