the air still feels so heavy, and he doesn't feel like this thank you meant very much; all the same, he knows that giving any apologies will likely be met with ire too.
what is he supposed to do now?
it's not usually stahn that feels this way, but right now... he's the one who wants to escape. he's still not sure if they solved anything at all between them (even though he misses the way things used to be so much), and he's still not really sure how to deal with the advice that leon gave him.
so wordlessly, he pushes his chair out, though he doesn't yet make a move to stand. better as he is in terms of composure, the lack of food and his crashed blood sugar doesn't really help him be any less shaky, after all.]
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the air still feels so heavy, and he doesn't feel like this thank you meant very much; all the same, he knows that giving any apologies will likely be met with ire too.
what is he supposed to do now?
it's not usually stahn that feels this way, but right now... he's the one who wants to escape. he's still not sure if they solved anything at all between them (even though he misses the way things used to be so much), and he's still not really sure how to deal with the advice that leon gave him.
so wordlessly, he pushes his chair out, though he doesn't yet make a move to stand. better as he is in terms of composure, the lack of food and his crashed blood sugar doesn't really help him be any less shaky, after all.]