[stahn doesn't feel good about it either, of course—walking away from leon under any circumstance is really difficult for him anyway...
but right now, it's what he needs to do.]
Sorry, I...
[it's still hard for him to even spit the words out because of how difficult it is.]
I'm going to get cleaned up. [he didn't eat. he didn't drink his coffee. all he did was cry and vomit in the sink, and yet, he's already trying to retreat... maybe partially because he knows leon won't actually stop him.]
He almost opens his mouth, and almost calls Stahn back.
But in the end, Stahn's right, and he doesn't. He doesn't call Stahn back, and he doesn't do anything but dropping his gaze further. In this moment, he's not sure if he wants to be alone or not.
He can't tell.
And so, quietly, his shoulders slump, and he doesn't say anything, and he just lets Stahn go.]
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but right now, it's what he needs to do.]
Sorry, I...
[it's still hard for him to even spit the words out because of how difficult it is.]
I'm going to get cleaned up. [he didn't eat. he didn't drink his coffee. all he did was cry and vomit in the sink, and yet, he's already trying to retreat... maybe partially because he knows leon won't actually stop him.]
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He almost opens his mouth, and almost calls Stahn back.
But in the end, Stahn's right, and he doesn't. He doesn't call Stahn back, and he doesn't do anything but dropping his gaze further. In this moment, he's not sure if he wants to be alone or not.
He can't tell.
And so, quietly, his shoulders slump, and he doesn't say anything, and he just lets Stahn go.]